Monday, March 12, 2012

Philophobic

Philophobia: the fear of falling or being in love.


That certainly does sound like me. I just don't know when I became so afraid of it. I continue to push people away without hesitation. There's got to be something wrong with me right?
Haha, oh well.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

falling together

Its that moment when you realize everything you have worked for is right here in front of you. The door is wide open and all you have to do is walk through it. For once, I am not scared. This is the life I have always wanted, I just lost site of it. It's the first time in a long time that things are falling together instead of apart. It feels so good.
I can't believe how far I have come. I am so amazingly proud of myself. In the past few years of my life I have done more than I could have imagined. Half of it I haven't recognized until now. This current feeling is a feeling of success and its also my big FUCK YOU to those who have brought me down. I hope you are doing well and everything but you didn't win. I am stronger than before (partly because of you) and ready to take on the world head first. There is really no stopping me now....

This is my life. I am strong. I am proud. I am ME.
Cheers to that <3