happiness is a choice.

i choose to be happy.


why isn't it working?



she's 17 and her whole life is ruined. no matter what they say she is'nt going to recover from this. she's too stupid. she's going to make the same mistakes and end up killing herself. does she even realize what she's doing to us? we're all out of our mind worrying about her and she goes and makes the same choices. she didn't even last 2 months... how is she going to make it the rest of her life? would it be wrong to go numb to the situation and convince myself i dont care about the girl who was once like my younger sister? 


where are my friends?