Finished?

I haven't written in a while.
It's been even longer since I've read.

I don't miss it. Officially announcing my hiatus. Who knows when I'll be back.... If I ever will.


I'll leave you with a song I have always loved. It's scarily relevant now...

It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
And what was I supposed to do?
I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place

But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was

I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was

That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away
Light years away








Catch ya on the flip side ladies and gents....

happiness is a choice.

i choose to be happy.


why isn't it working?



she's 17 and her whole life is ruined. no matter what they say she is'nt going to recover from this. she's too stupid. she's going to make the same mistakes and end up killing herself. does she even realize what she's doing to us? we're all out of our mind worrying about her and she goes and makes the same choices. she didn't even last 2 months... how is she going to make it the rest of her life? would it be wrong to go numb to the situation and convince myself i dont care about the girl who was once like my younger sister? 


where are my friends?