triumph

Phewwwww. I'm really glad all of that is off my chest. It has really been a terrible thing to keep locked inside. Can you imagine internally arguing with yourself everyday? Sometimes every moment of everyday? It really does take a toll on one's sanity. There were times that I considered giving up, just throwing in the towel, waving the white flag, and turning my back on the whole thing. I could never bring myself to do it. I just stored everything away until the right time.

It's all on the table now and I am finally at peace. Its like the rock that has been sitting in my stomach for months is gone, just miraculously disappeared. Although there are some wounds left behind they too will heal... in time... with appropriate measures. Everything is going to be okay. Nothing has to change :)

Not only am I stronger now but I am wiser, too. I didn't let it get the best of me... I won. I will keep fighting and I will keep winning. For once, I don't think anything can stop it now.



...to another (TRIUMPHANT) day down.