fleeting

Fleeting moments of happiness are occuring more often.
There is hope.


I am still just going through the motions. Waiting to snap out of this zombie like state.
Maybe i'll stay here a little longer. Sometimes its good to be numb.
Maybe when I wake up it'll all be gone. That would be nice.
Maybe I'll never snap out of it. I guess I couldn't complain about it too much.


I'm just rolling with the punches. Every blow knocking the wind out of me. Who knows maybe I'll come out of this swinging. I know one thing I won't go down without a fight. But for now... I just don't have the energy.


At least for a little while I get to pretend to be someone else. A pretty lady who has all of her stuff together, someone who is never afraid to be herself. It'll be nice to feel like a princess... even if its a few nights.

"I want adventure in the great wide somewhere. I want it more than I can tell.
And for once it might be grand, to have someone understand...
I want so much more than they've got planned."







...to another day down