Letter.

If I fall asleep then its over. A year past by. If I close my eyes now what will I see when I open them. You will still be gone. If I let my self dream I won't want to wake up. Reality sucks. If I think to much I might go crazy. Maybe I'm already there. If I were to go back to the last time I saw you I would never let go. My heart wont let you go.


You will be my Tommy Boy forever. You were my guy. The one to go to when I needed someone the most. Everything feels like it has fallen apart. I would give anything to hear your voice again, to listen to your words of wisdom, just to ignore them when it came time to apply them. I still can't believe that your really gone. Your absence has made part of my life feels so empty. You cross my mind everyday, with a song on the radio, someone quoting P'n'S, eating at our lunch date place. There are times when a scent brings back the memories of sitting in your old Saab passing the time, "shooting the shit" as you would say. It's strange to think about how much has changed. These memories are bitter sweet. I miss you. See you soon
--Anna Boo






To another day down....